Text | Mubei
Li Weiao posted a post,
This post talks about a lot of the principles I have talked about, but obviously, even if more people talk about this principle, it has lost its meaning.
Looking back at the topic I wrote for a week after returning from the south, almost every article was explaining this concept, but what makes me sad is that many people who used to pay attention to me because of people’s livelihood have turned against me, cursing and humiliating me, no longer like before, Teacher Mubei cares about the grassroots people is a good writer and so on.
Sometimes I think, how is this phenomenon created?
Is it simply stupid?
There is a reason inside, it seems not entirely.
Is it simply to vent, because the income is not very good this year, or there is no money to celebrate the New Year, and I don’t know how to tell my relatives, and the deep sense of frustration of returning home leads to my tearing?
This reason also exists, looking at the popularity of the green-skinned train, there is indeed this factor in it.
But this is not good. Because many people are having a hard time this year, including me, the whole year of writing not only didn’t break even but also lost some money, and in the end, I had to take several advertisements in a row to ease the anxiety brought by the economy.
But I will not vent this anxiety to a designated person on the Internet, because this is very unprofessional and cannot solve any of my own crises. Especially for those who are kind, those who are better off than themselves, this is even more low-level. Because your hatred for others will never solve your own problems, but will instead bring deeper trauma to your own psychology.
Attacking Luo Xiang is the best example,
Today I saw many big Vs happily saying that Luo Xiang cleared his Weibo, closed his Douyin, and fled with his tail between his legs. Some of these big Vs really hate Luo Xiang, and more of them are just following the trend to join in the fun.
Luo Xiang!
Why I have always supported Luo Xiang, the root of the matter is that Luo Xiang is a person with flesh and blood in real society! If there is another reason, it is that this person is a wise man, and is preaching and teaching for specific people.
At this point, a question arises, Luo Xiang was completely silent due to cyber violence, who won?
The answer is obviously not you and me.
Because Luo Xiang is silent, and there is another unfair thing, there will be one less person like Luo Xiang to explain and find an equal position for ordinary people.
The winners are only the prison officials.
Because there are fewer wise men like Luo Xiang here to occasionally say a truth, then their lies will not be exposed, and the leeks in their eyes can be harvested continuously.
The reality is like this.
Looking at the Internet, I can also understand why the audience of the prison officials will become more and more,
After all, when people are in trouble, fantasy is also a kind of placebo, like the above, like the popular short dramas, like many, many, etc. But the problem is that, in psychology, the multiple of pain after the bubble of illusion will be higher.
Anesthetics are also like this, when the effect is gone, it hurts more.
Until today, in fact, my state of mind is still a little restless,
The reason for the restlessness,
First, even today, the insults and attacks are still constant, but I have become immune to being scolded a few words, the only thing that makes me angry is those people who don’t finish reading the articles and leave long comments.
I have never written about the United States from beginning to end, but they have to say that I am whitewashing the United States.
Another reason for my restlessness is that I am thinking, where exactly have I come to in this frame of life? I used to be as calm as water, following my heart to the end, and looking back, it would be open and aboveboard, but recently, I suddenly realize that in the future, the concept of being open and aboveboard and being sad may not even exist. If that time comes, it will be chaos.
Borges said: “Your flesh is just time, the time that keeps flowing, you are just every lonely moment.”
Reading this sentence at the moment of losing peace and falling into chaos is also a unique flavor.
Thank you!
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